I spend my days in meditation now. in trance for hours and hours. speaking to spirit, reaching new heights beyond my crown. it’s blissful. I am buzzing. having to remind myself to eat, shower, and just be human. its been orgasmic and tantalizing. I patiently wait fevered, blushed and salivating for what I’ve been creating in alternate realms, in the heaven within me, to manifest in front of me. do you know what to do after you die? I welcome death every night as a birthright. spirit really is enthralling. chaos, is delicious and divine.